NIXON

nixonxnj @ 2007-04-16T17:48:00

2007-04-16T21:48:56Z

my dad died on sunday. anyone who wants to pay their respects can come to Lincroft Bible on Rt520 on Monday April 23. I dont know when im going back to school or work, so dont ask

woah

2007-03-14T15:58:44Z

so shit has been interesting. me and matt are awesome and me and my friends are awesome. we had a suprise party for cas which was loads of fun and then cara had a party the next night but i didnt go. me michelle and britt all have our prom dresses. my dad paid for mine <3 im so excited!!! i was actually just telling Logan how me and matt play wiffel ball together and he was liek thast the shit i want to do that with my girlfriend so he just text her telling her that they are going to do that lol. swayyy
yuh so Soclean died =[
me and matt flushed her it was sad.
im supposed to be doing my work but im indeed not. it feels weird being on the computer cus im never on anymore im always with matt which is good. i dont know what else to type. but this proxy wont let me go on my friends page?

nixonxnj @ 2007-01-10T13:40:00

2007-01-10T18:40:43Z

So, tell me is it right?
To feel like we're only getting smaller
And it's so hard to fight the feeling
But I'm only treading water
We've made a few mistakes, it's not worth it to say
(we all fall for the sound)

'Cause we are the only ones, we will get up
And we are aware, 'cause we've been through it
'Cause we are the only ones, we will carry each other on our own

Believe the sound, When the truth will send you falling
You see the lights? But your mind isn't open
Now I hear you calling
We've made a few mistakes, it's not worth it to say
(we all fall for the sound)

'Cause we are the only ones, we will get up
And we are aware, 'cause we've been through it
'Cause we are the only ones, we will carry each other on our own

Open your eyes and let all the light in
Open your eyes up little more, I'm sure it will soon come out

'Cause we are the only ones, we will get up
And we are aware, 'cause we've been through it
'Cause we are the only ones, we will carry each other on our own

Open your eyes and let all the light in
Open your eyes up little more, I'm sure it will soon come out

im frozen. shivering and goosebumps- the whole shabang.
not having a good day. hoepfully work will get my mind off of things. i want to talk to my mom about going to a doctor.. not like a checkup doctor- but like a psych doctor... i was just talking to michelle about it and yeah idk. i need help, no ones there to listen so maybe someone will listen if they are paid to lmfao. i need like a calming medicine... i get too angry and too upset WAY to easily. hey it might be normal for my age or my situation or whatever idk but i need to find out. im going to read my book. the computer is getting tiring. im empty.

today is me and matt 5 months.

nixonxnj @ 2006-12-21T09:18:00

2006-12-21T14:19:23Z

woo okay so this break should be fun. lots of hanging out with matt and brittany and michelle. everyone is being gay about the city so we're prolly not going. but w/e its not that big of a deal. but yeah i have to do my mastery so PEACE

rip

2006-12-01T12:46:31Z

my dog died yesterday. i miss her. i love you izzy<3

nixonxnj @ 2006-11-03T15:12:00

2006-11-03T20:12:58Z

THIS JOURNAL IS FRIENDS ONLY
im sick of judgement

if you want to read it; then make an lj account and comment this entry and i'll concider adding you to the list of people who are allowed to read my entries.

nixon-

nixonxnj @ 2006-11-01T07:43:00

2006-11-01T12:43:40Z

Some are like water, some are like the heat
Some are a melody and some are the beat

nixonxnj @ 2006-10-29T14:17:00

2006-10-29T19:17:13Z

rip spice girls

nixonxnj @ 2006-10-12T14:26:00

2006-10-12T14:28:52Z

yes.
me and michelle made candice cohen cry. CHECK MATE